I wished I could ask her advice, but at the same time, I was glad she didn’t know what I was capable of. Her every thought was turned to Jasper, watching his small choices with minute scrutiny. It did not take me long to locate her familiar “voice.” And I was right. I searched in the direction I knew my sister would be, in the small building used for English classes. Alice must be concentrating vary hard on Jasper. Hadn’t she seen me killing the Swan girl in a multitude of ways? Why hadn’t she come to my aid-to stop me or help me clean up the evidence, whichever? Was she so absorbed with watching for trouble with Jasper that she’d missed this much more horrific possibility? Or was I stronger than I thought? Would I really not have done anything to the girl? She would never need protection from anything more than she needed it from me. I was the last person who would ever stand as a protector for Isabella Swan. How ironic that I’d wanted to protect this human girl from the paltry, toothless threat of Jessica Stanley’s snide thoughts. Why should I let some aggravating and delicious nobody ruin that? I had things ordered the way I liked them. Perhaps, if I avoided this girl very, very carefully, there was no need for my life to change. Causing someone like Esme pain was truly inexcusable. And she was so gentle, so tender and loving. Yes, it would hurt my adopted mother, too. I didn’t have to cause my mother stress, worry… pain. It hadn’t felt that way in the classroom… but I was away from her now. Obviously, I was a rational, thinking creature, and I had a choice. Though I could remember the scent of Bella Swan’s blood with perfect clarity, inhaling this clean air was like washing out the inside of my body from its infection. No, what helped most was the cool, wet air that drifted with the light rain through my open windows. I played a CD that usually calmed me, but it did little for me now. If I were to give in to the monster, I might as well make it worth the defeat.
Focusing so much of my efforts on not killing one of them left me no resources to resist the others. But I didn’t have enough discipline left to be around humans now.
I didn’t like to think of myself as having to hide. No one was paying attention to me all thoughts still swirled around the girl who was condemned to die in little more than an hour’s time. If anyone had been looking, they might have suspected that there was something not right about my exit. May god bless you and give you the faith to finish this great series.Even focusing all my attention on the simplest of actions, I couldn’t walk as slowly as I should I darted from the room. Remember what happened to JK Rowlins her stuff was leaked but it didn't stop her, because she had faith that the public would still support her work.Īnd as a side note, my son who doesn't read anything has read and re-read your entre series. Your fans will support you on this decision and will probally stand in line for the book. Have faith in your readers, and don't let one rotten apple spoil the whole pie.
We have heard Bella's so now it is his turn. I am just dying to hear from his point of view. So I am beggin you to please please finish Edward's story. I truly think you would be suprised at the out pouring of support you would get, not to mention the huge royalty checks.Īlso please remember that God has given you a gift, you are a wonderful story teller. So please take a chance and finish this book. Your readers are craving the story from Edwards point of view. It would be a real shame if your didn't finish this book. Can you read part two of chapter 16 in midnight sun that. They were all so well written that you could see the story unfold in your mind. you cannot read chapters 13 - 24 of midnight sun until it is published, Stephanie Meyer has only posted chapters 1 - 12 on her fan site. I have read your books, and I fell in love with your characters. Hey Stephanie, as a fellow author I feel that you shouldn't let the small mindness of some people stop you from doing what you love.